Sorry I haven't been blogging. Things have been rough. Sophia had her mastectomy so I spent a few days with her and her family helping out. It was nice to spend some time with her and make her laugh. She's handling it really well but it's not easy and I wish that there was more that I could do for her. I'm having a really hard time with this. It breaks my heart to see her this way but it seems that she's going to be ok so I guess that's the good news.
As for me, there's no immediate plans to make a baby. I'm too stressed and I need to lose some weight. Maybe late spring or early summer. I don't know. I'd love to have another baby but I'm a mess right now and I've barely dealt with the fact that I had a miscarriage again. I think about it every once in a while. Today when Aislinn & I were laying down for a nap she said, "Mommy, your tummy isn't growing" and my heart broke. Ugh. I just have to focus on losing weight and getting healthy right now. It's not easy but I have to do it.
The good news that I do have is that Aislinn has been pretty good at using the potty but I still need to remind her to sit on the potty. She doesn't think to do it on her own but that's ok. There was only one wet diaper today!! Yay!!
